Monday, February 20, 2012

Nobody Can Break Us Up

So i know i havent posted lately there has been alot going on since last post. I have gotten into an arguement with my fiance's mom. She just knows how to push my buttons. Is it just me or mother in laws are just out there to get you. I mean those who have good ones be lucky and proud. Its like your taken there little boy away from them. I mean come on he has someone in his life to fill that spot that you have had for so many years. Back off lady i will take care of him and make sure that he is ok. I will not hurt him. Its like everyone is trying to break us up. I got to stay strong and know that he is mine and nobody can take him away. I mean even my ex (baby daddy) is trying to break us up. I mean really you didnt want to be with me when i was with you but now all of a sudden you want me. Hells no thats crazy. I love my fiance more than anything but sometimes it makes me wonder if im in the right place doing the right thing. I mean i left my job and my family to move to him. I did it to protect my daughter. I know sounds ridiculous i know. If it wasnt for my ex trying to get my daughter and making my family testify against me in court i would still be there. Now i am 10 hours away from home. Nobody to talk to and i cant trust anyone these days. You never know who is going to turn on you. I just gotta keep believing that one day it will get better. Me and my fiance are happy but i cant help but to think what if. Those 2 words will ruin your life if you let them. Sometimes i miss my baby daddy but then again he goes and does something stupid to make me hate him again. I would never leave my fiance to go back to him. Its just i felt like if i would have tried harder to make it work and make him stay that i wouldnt have this much stress in my life. I am tired of arguing with everywhere i just wish people could get along. I also love how when you tell the truth nobody believes you. That just doesnt make since i hate for people to tell me im lying and im telling the truth. I mean maybe i need some anger management or something. There has to be something wrong with both parties of arguements right?? Im just not going to let people bother me anymore and do anything to keep my man. He loves me alot and doesnt want to loose me so why cant people just see that we are happy and he loves me and to leave me alone?? Oh well until next time......... 

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